Chapter 30.3

   Lou Qingqing was also aware of Chen Hao’s recent situation. Their company ’s funds had a big problem and they were trying to borrow money everywhere, but no one was willing to lend a helping hand. In the end, the Lin family promised to lend the money, but the condition was for Chen Hao to marry Lin Fei.

In fact, he was quite fortunate, for there was a woman who loved him so much, a woman who was a copy of Lou Yaoyao.

Thinking of this, Lou Qingqing laughed in mockery. She was probably one of the few women who saw through Chen Hao’s personality. In fact, from the beginning, Lin Fei was just an imitation of Lou Yaoyao’s existence. Unfortunately, this replica was far from the genuine one.

Chen Hao was not as good as Qin Zhi, and even the woman he was looking for was not as good.

However, even so, Lin Fei loved Chen Hao and she loved him more than all the rest, and could even die for him. So, what else was Chen Hao not contented about?

Lou Qingqing asked herself, was she contented?

Of course, she was not satisfied, so that’s why she was hesitant now. Should she leave the city with her boyfriend now? He loved her very much and treated her well. This was undoubted, but the woman who she’d met coincidentally not long ago, claimed to be his ex-wife and she told her that he was only pursuing the ultimate love, from getting to know each other, to knowing each other well, to being mutually in love, and to the sweetest and most beautiful marriage. In the end, he would look for the next relationship while carrying his broken marriage and the hatred of his ex-wife.

The woman looked at her with ridicule and sympathy.

Lou Qingqing didn’t know if this was true or not. She didn’t even dare to ask, because she couldn’t bear to leave this relationship.

Two frustrated people drank with wine and immersed themselves in their respective worlds. There used to be a thread called “Lou Yaoyao” that linked them together, but while they were immersed in it with countless plans waiting to be implemented, the woman named Lou Yaoyao suddenly withdrew.

After deliberately planning for so long, yet there was nothing in return, it was really depressing till they wanted to go crazy.

Lou Qingqing drank and drank, and suddenly cried. She said, “Chen Hao, I regret it.”

He looked at her with a stern face, without the slightest desire to know.

She cried inconsolably, as if she wanted to cry out all her life’s grievances.

She regretted it too late and had no chance to turn back. She dreamt of the past countless times, waking up with joy, only to find that it was just a dream. Humans are just like this. Everything they once thought that they didn’t mind, when they found that the other person didn’t mind about it in the least, then did they realize that they had always minded it.

But she couldn’t go back.

Chen Hao just watched Lou Qingqing cry quietly, without wanting to ask or comfort. He was so tired that he didn’t care about the life and death of other women.

Both of them were simply losers. Those people have already walked out, but they were still standing in place, and they could only watch their back as they walked further and further away.

The two did not know how long they had been sitting in this bar until Lou Qingqing could not cry any more. She stood up and said, “Chen Hao, goodbye[1].”

”Goodbye.” Chen Hao replied indifferently.

Then, let’s never see each other again.

Leaving that bar, Lou Qingqing walked alone at the night market.

Suddenly, hearing a familiar voice, she glanced back and smiled.

”Sister”

Henceforth, we are just strangers.

[1] Bye in chinese is written as 再见 – which literally means see you again. So next line says ‘not see again’ with reference to that.